valen times

OH LOOK. a new blog. i bet you all thought i died. well i didn't.
HEY KIDSSS, I BET YOU THOUGHT THAT I WAS DEAADDD
BUT WHEN I FELL OVER I JUST BROKE MY LEGS AND GOT A HEMORAGE IN MY HEAAAADDDDD.
good song.

lets venture to update land:
i just got a 70 on my test.
i have 1 and 1/2 friends.
i'm going to california tonight.
i will go to mexico very soon.
i probably still don't have a job.
it's the dumbest day of the year, happy!
i miss my sister, patti, my current cats, my old cat, lisa, my old life, my old life before that, caring about stuff, warmth, dryness, nothingness, gold, knowing what is going on, etc
there are like 36 books in this library
i live off of cookies and candy
after studying gender, i have realized that life is to be lived not associating with boys, they are no good.
i'm probably going to study gender at the U.
who have i become?
i don't talk much theeeeeeeeese dayyyyyyysssssssss
i haven't seen royal tennenbaums in far too long
i miss DE ANZA
i don't know how i feel about having got a 70 on my test, i guess it's good since i barely studied.
i don't think i care about music anymore
i can't really think of anything i care about
i miss driving to carmel twice a week. i miss the beach and the mist and the music in my ears.
and the anticipation and knowing something good was right around the corner.
things fall apart. (i don't know why we bother at all!)
but life is good, and it's always worth living.. at least for a while.
i think.