i have never known the meaning of "starving student" until just now. this very second. i am starving, and i am a student. today i ate a box of macaroni and cheese. in 3 sittings. it was good, but i am still starving. i have 20 dollars in my bank account and i have 100 dollars left to spend on my credit card, with monthly payments of 60 dollars. for some reason i can't stop laughing! luckily, i still have some things that can't be bought or need not be bought because i already own them.. here is what they are:
-some ugly clothes
-some good memories
-a car
-a room in a house, maybe not for long
-a brain that works okay
-a heart that usually fails me
-a little bit of faith in something.
-afton
-some friends, some times
-a family that probably cares if i'm alive
-did i mention, memories
-dreams at night
-and at day
-something to live for: fleet foxes in one week
-a couple role models
-some hair
-this conversation with my friend patrick:
Patrick: i am alright and you
Adrienne: same. same as im beginning to think i will always be.
Patrick: na things always get better then they get worse then they get better again its about finding the koy int the moments in between.
i just made that up you can quote me
i know i sound sage right
well i am bitches!!!
Adrienne: hahahahahahahaha
you made me pee my pants a little
Patrick: oh and its joy not koy
Adrienne: yeah i got that
Patrick: why would you pee your pants that is sage wise advice
and counsel
you like how i repeated myself twice with out really repeating myself
Adrienne: actually yeah
you are blowing my mind right now
Patrick: i am such a genius!!!!!
if everyone was as smart as me the world probably wouldn't blow each other up
Adrienne: our minds would just blow up
so worth it
8 comments:
your brother patty is so wise
you are so profound
Life is a train of moods like a string of beads, and, as we pass through them, they prove to be many-colored lenses which paint the world their own hue, and each shows only what lies in its focus. - R.W.E.
<3 ralph
can i borrow 20 bucks?
sweet addie. keep laughing. so says elder wirthlin, that sweet old man who spoke at general conference. tonight, his words comforted me.
elder wirthlin looks like hans moleman from the simpsons. and he is a sweet old man. anyway, did you erase your facebook? cause you are so hella depressed? are you depressed cause even though i suggested you do falun gong you never did? probably. that is cool, when i was your age i was hella depressed. it sucks. even if there are things you know will make you happy, you don't have the motivation to do them. i know you said you don't want to try medication, but i strongly suggest it. i have seen it change people's lives. i can understand what you say about wanting to be stronger than the disease, but it truly is a disease like any other. that is like saying, i want to be stronger than cancer and not get any chemo or interferon. i would suggest cymbalta or effexor. everyone i have known to try those it has been effective. yet doctors always seem to start people on zoloft, which i have only known work for one person. think of it like a pain pill. you take it while in pain, to help you get to the point where you can be without pain. when a person is depressed they are too down to do the things they need to make them happy, but an anti-depressent helps them be up enough to do the things they know make them happy, then they can get off it. i also think falun gong will cheer you up. serious. it is hella supernatural. i hope you are doing better, even though from what you said to me it seems you are not. if i can do anything to help let me know. i don't know what i could do, cause i am in olywa but whatevs. you should move to olywa. you and marissa. wouldn't that be fun? i think you would love it here. this place is so beautiful and the people are cool and nice. it is everything provo isn't, even though i think provo is beautiful and the people are nice, they are also lame. here they are nice but not lame. dang. this is long. there is a reason it is so long but that reason is a secret. i would tell it to you in a face book message but you erased your facebook. i will give you a hint. it is something i did the time i took a dump in your parking long in slc.
you still owe me 20 bucks for those professional photos i took of you one time.
oh btw hey christopher nice post!!
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